24th April 2016
Yesterday I wrote a new Weekend Blog post and two other blog posts that I was planning on publishing next week.
But right now, I don’t feel like publishing any of them.
I read back over the posts this morning after writing them yesterday and I’m not completely happy with them. I tried to take some photos to accompany these posts in hope that some imagery would make them look better, but I just got frustrated as they weren’t looking like I wanted them to.
And why would I share something that I’m not happy with? What would be the point?
Then the questions keep coming and they don’t seem to stop.
Why am I still writing a blog after all these year? Where is it going? Why I am investing so much of my valuable free time on something that frustrates me so much? Who would care if I stopped writing a blog? What would fill the blogging void if I quit?
I’m just full of self-doubt at the moment. It’s probably because I’m not getting out as much as I’d like because of my hip problems. When I’m out and about, being active, I tend to be more inspired and happier. I guess I’m feeling a little trapped.
I’m having another steroid injection next week, but until then I’m probably not going to feel much better in myself. And there is no point in me even trying to write decent posts when I feel this low.
So yeah, I’m going to have a bit of a break and will return when I feel ready.
Thanks for sticking around. I know I’m a pain in the arse sometimes.